A Bible in a Whiskey Bag
Yesterday I participated
in a memorial service for Katie, a lady I had baptized two and half years ago
and who died of AIDS this month. Katie had struggled in her life with several
broken marriages, drugs and alcohol, etc., but Christ had really impacted her
life in the past two years. I believe now she is in the arms of Jesus. At the
memorial service, several folks shared stories of how she had touched their
lives. The most poignant was the story shared by two nurses from the hospital
where Katie had received weekly treatments. They told us that whenever Katie
would come to the hospital she would bring her Bible—neatly tucked into a blue
velvet Seagram’s Crown Royal whiskey bag! That was so Katie. She was one of
those very broken people, whose spirit and body had been ravaged by sin and
Satan. But she found the Lord—or rather, the Lord found her. And the Lord was
working on Katie, as was evident in her life. Thus, Katie was very much like
that Bible tucked into the whiskey container. On the outside, she was still
rough around the edges, still struggling a bit with addiction to alcohol and
cigarettes, and still suffering the effects of a life lived apart from God. But
tucked into that broken container was a heart for Jesus, and a love for his word
that she read every day. Because of what was on the inside, the outside began to
look different too—slowly at first, but more dramatically as time went on.
We are all a bit like Katie, aren’t we?
As Christians, we are in essence Bibles tucked into whiskey bags. We are all
broken, fallen creatures who, even long after we have turned back to God and put
on Christ, still struggle with our brokenness. When we become Christians, the
change is first on the inside. We are new creatures (2 Cor 5.17), born again (Jn
3.5), raised to “newness of life” (Rom 6.4), and given a new heart and spirit
(Ezek 36.26-27). Along with our personal repentance (“change of mind”) is the
power of God working in us through his Spirit given to us. An outward change
must follow, as we “bear fruit in keeping with repentance” (Mt 3.8), but for
some the change is more immediate and dramatic than for others. Some, like the
apostle Paul perhaps, grow very rapidly. Others grow more slowly, perhaps more
like John Mark (or Katie). For us John Marks (or Katies) of this world, however,
it is not necessarily that our growth in Christ is any slower, but rather that
our starting place is further back. But of course, that’s only if we are
comparing ourselves to one another. Compared to Christ, we’re all at pretty much
the same place—both at the start and at the finish line.
In keeping with the Bible-in-a-whiskey-bag metaphor, our goal is to carry our “Bibles” (God’s word written on our heart) in a golden-threaded, silk-lined Bible cover rather than a blue velvet whiskey bag. That is, our outer containers (our lives) should match up to our renewed and reborn inner selves that have been created anew in Christ. That’s the goal, but some of us have a ways to go yet, for even Paul could say near the end of his life: “Not that I have already obtained it or have already become perfect, but I press on so that I may lay hold of that for which also I was laid hold of by Christ Jesus” (Phil 2.12).
© 2007 Randy Hohf